Half Decent Heart

whoop

2006-04-01T22:57:46Z

april fools day is today! ive been tricking people all day, so fun.
this weekend is awesome!!!

<3 T

AHH! LOVE JOURNAL!

2006-03-14T21:00:22Z

i have not updated LJ in a year, there is no excuse for my absence other than myspace has taken over the world. i forgot how therapeutic it is to type away all my secrets in an entry box for the world to see. it is bizzare reading posts that i have made one, even two years ago, so much as changed. i had the most amazing time being an adolencent, oh the good old days.

im back on live journal!!!!!!!!!!
txxxx

halfdecentheart @ 2005-04-05T18:35:00

2005-04-05T22:35:40Z

i never update. but this day calls for a special one.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KACIE!

halfdecentheart @ 2005-03-01T09:50:00

2005-03-01T15:02:37Z

february is over! this is the most relieveing feeling, february is never a good month for me.

i have to do this self portrait for photography, if im not in the picture then it has to represent me, i have honestly lost sleep because of this project. i dont want to be in the picture, but i really really really dont know what else to do, especially something that would make an intriguing black and white 8x10. i could do the whole conceited my space hot girl picture, minus the hot, but you know, hold the camera and look away, put some hait infront of my eye. sweet. im going to watch eternal sunshine (best orginal screen play!) then go to school for 2 hours.

peace yo/.T

halfdecentheart @ 2005-02-26T11:52:00

2005-02-26T17:00:07Z

bluetomrocks: torey

Auto response from Fresh and Local: cleaning my room cause my boyfriend doesnt think i will

bluetomrocks: i certainly hope you don't have a boyfriend
bluetomrocks: my life would be shattered

:i miss bluetom, and i loveeeeeeeeeeeee my boyfriend

halfdecentheart @ 2005-02-19T09:28:00

2005-02-19T15:07:36Z

i have been wanting to update for a while, chances are i wont say everything im planning on saying, or i wont even post this. so yeah...
first of all i am loving school, well voc, not real school but whatever that doesnt even count anymore. so at voc im masterful in the dark room, ive gotten really comfortable with the whole thing and am doing work that i am actually proud of. i love the assignments, i thought it would bug me, but instead the challenge is most of the fun. maybe i`ll put some on here, probably not but we`ll see.
my birthday was last weekend, it was alot of fun, i saw just about all of my friends at some point over the weekend and that was the most i could have asked for. my birthday show was really to crowed, im really not going to starland ballroom again, inless it is for kid go home. by the way, they played better then they have in years, i thought i was going to cry, they sounded so tight and i was like a proud parent. alpha kenny one came on and i swear my heart stopped, it was perfect. mu330, voodoo, superspecs, and streetlight were all great like always. but i have to say, i miss jamie it isnt the same without him, he brought alot to streetlight and cant be replaced by anyone. just about everyone there had never seen them before and had no clue what they were missing. i wanted to kill most of the people in that room, they were taking up space, and destroying the love.
aaron and crew gave me the best birthday party i have ever had, maybe it`s because no one was in acoma like last year, but i think it was just because i miss those guys. we had pineapple pizza and icecream cake, mike let me drove his race car, and everyone was happy yo be together. ryan got me the most amazing eternal sunshine of a spotless mind poster that i cant wait to hang up, it had been to long since ive seen him so that was really nice.
then monday, valentines day 2005, i failed my driving test, i cried the whole entire time, then didnt stop the whole day. steve took care of my tho, i dont know what i would have done without him. so the rest of my week has been hating my unlisenced life.
mk you are probably the only one seeing this, and you need to know how much i miss you, seriously i may aswell have had my left side amputated. i needed to sit at your kichen table and bullshit the other night, i wanted to watch degrassi and snuggle last night, i cant handle this shit. i dont care if i have to call u everyday and remind you i love you like a twin.
my baby best friend taylor was in the hospital this week and i dont know if i have ever been so worried about her, she was really sick and then got dehydrated so thats why they admitted her, it`s been a long couple of days for my kids. julia is walking! but falling and has a ton of boogers that are slowing her down.
tonight a bunch of us are going to dane cook, i seriously cant wait, im going to pee in my pants.

PLANET V

2005-02-04T13:55:44Z

OCCUPATION: Illegal Aliens; Musical Sensation; Eaters of Humans
PLACE OF BIRTH: Planet "V"
HEIGHT: Whatever
WEIGHT: Whatever
EYES: Orange
HAIR: Frooty Fun Flavors!
STRENGTH LEVEL: mm-mmm!
KNOWN POWERS: Romantical Hypnotism; Razor Sharp Teeth and Nails

kxc

halfdecentheart @ 2005-01-31T21:45:00

2005-02-01T02:52:22Z

kacie got accepted to northeastern!!!!

if you want my autobiography, baby just ask meeeeeeeee

2005-01-27T14:03:22Z

yeah ashleee simpson!!! whoop!!!

countdowns will be the death of me.
1 day til bright eyes
15 til my birthday
16 until ska extrazaganza!
18 days til i drive
18 til valentines day
380 days until i can buy porn

toreyyyy

halfdecentheart @ 2005-01-20T14:42:00

2005-01-20T19:40:45Z

my boyfriend is going to college!
good job babycakes!

t<3s

halfdecentheart @ 2005-01-20T09:29:00

2005-01-20T14:36:36Z

so!
i have very little school this week due to midterms, im home and studying for my ap english exam that is in an hour, yeah last minute!
yesterday i got invited to this nj art portfolio thing and it is at a temple, i have never been to a temple but i can not wait. my picture and everything is due today, but it isnt finished and whatever it will be done tomorrow. it's called "i eat love for breakfast" and it has a cereal box and bowl of hearts and pieces of glass.
okay,this actually happend... me, steve, alex, and kate were all in a twin bed together. i wasnt fearing for me life and we were all giggleing. it has been a really good 2 days because everyone is happy, getting along, and SO ready for bright eyes. it's awesome.

"i know that it is freezing but i think we have to walk"
torey

judith KNOPF

2005-01-19T01:02:37Z

i had my interview for tufts today. every time i told anyone that today they said 'WHATS TUFTS??' and i had to spell it out in math class and jackie said "wait so what do the letters stand for?" yeah but it wasn't that bad. i stuttered a lot :/ she made me nervous. 3 floors of ska this weekend! if only i knew where i put the tickets...

i hate calculus.

kacie

halfdecentheart @ 2005-01-16T18:04:00

2005-01-16T23:06:56Z

gangska! buy streetlight tickets from us/ kid go home. feb 12th, it IS my brithday show, please attended.

ashley misses marykate

every triangle has three sides, no more no less, you dont have to guess

2005-01-14T03:20:13Z

ahhh. i slept for an eternity after school today and i never ever get that tired. yikes. this has been the slowest week ever ! steve goes back to school on sunday. :(
Steve in brick > steve in jersey city.
so i was reading the farmer's almanac. and it totally is right with the weather all the time, i dont know why the weather channel doesn't listen to them. i dont know how they do it but they do. they are calling this january "juneuary" but we're supposed to get lots of snow in february apparently. hopefully they are right, i'll be sad if i can't depend on them anymore cause i definitely can't depend on the weather channel.
we've had 2 bomb threats within a week. whoever is doing it should continue to do so because i enjoy getting out of class for hours. i guess they don't realize that theyre conveniencing us instead of inconveniencing us. well im sure administration thinks it blows but theyre idiots anyway.

peace out.

kacie

smile press

2005-01-08T05:08:13Z

i messed up this picture at voc the other day. i really do enjoy playing around with the computers, i made such a fuss about how computers the the demise or art, but it's so fun. ive been taking a ton of pictures with my new camera, the only roll of flim i developed didnt come out amazing like i hoped they would, so im not crazy-anxious to see the rest, but it still makes me happy. i also entered an art contest, i hope to win 400 dollars, that would be fabulous, i need an idea then just go with it, i think its due by the end of january so i should get kickin. lots of artsy things have been going on lately i love it. (ps i have a smelly marker flamingo in my hand, thats what inspired me to post about this)

also!!! KID GO HOME IS PLAYING SKA IS DEAD 2!!! with streetlight (!) and voodoo glow skulls(!) and more excellent ska bands im sure. anyway, the show is feb 12th, which means it is going to be the biggest checkered birthday extravaganza ever created. i am going to have the perfect birthday this year, RZM 34U, thats my lisence plate. whoop!!!

could i have a better life?
maybe if the bastard asshole jerk face loser scum didnt ruin kid go homes set. (even tho your 2 songs were amazing guys, al could have zero strings and it would still be perfect)
AND if my best friend was standing next to me, sorry i sucked today<)

oh man more good news! steve and i are going to see stephen lynch and mitch headburg in atlantic city next weekend, they are the funniest people in the entire universe and i cant wait. not to mention i am able to get dressed up for a fancy dinner. steve is one of my favorite people ever created, i havent stopped smiling since i met him. im "that girl" it is gross, soon i`ll be uncool and lose all my spunk, joy. lol

"shake the devil off" the master gangster from school used to have to sing that in preschool, is kinda freaked me out, but im going to say it all the time now, it has so many other meanings in my head now that ive been thinking about it.

there is so much more id like to say, i ahvent had a long post in awhile so i`ll leave it at this now, but be ready for another update in the near future, i have alot of great things going on and now one to blab to really.

<Txorey)

halfdecentheart @ 2005-01-06T00:57:00

2005-01-06T05:58:22Z

tanks tanks tanks. bombs bombs bombs.

kacie

halfdecentheart @ 2005-01-05T09:01:00

2005-01-05T15:03:54Z

i am very bored
so i`ll remind you friends,
KID GO HOME FRIDAY JAN.7- OLD BRICK HS.
5 pm 5 dollars.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T

halfdecentheart @ 2004-12-31T00:22:00

2004-12-31T05:34:47Z

may i feel said he
(i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)

may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she

but it's life said he
ill be your wife said she
now said he)
wow said she

(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she

(cccome? said he
ummm said she)
you're divine! said he
(you are Mine said she)

(found this in a random Blue Star Drive member profile, it was fun to read)

tonight we missed erik peterson, by 'we' i mean everyone. all i could think about at family dinner was pirates and love. almost a new year(!) and i have to say this could have been the best ever, im sad to see it end.

lock me up behind plasic glass Txxxx

halfdecentheart @ 2004-12-29T12:22:00

2004-12-29T17:22:23Z

DAWSON: At a certain point, the whole thing just becomes too much to process, and your brain gets taken out of the loop, and all you have to rely on is your heart, your natural human instincts. It's liberating... not at first of course, at first it's terrifying, like falling... but that's the point, isn't it?
JOEY: What's that?
DAWSON: If we weren't so afraid to let go, we wouldn't feel so free when we finally did.

my favvvvvvvvorite episode of dawsons creek was on this morning, whoop.
and yesterday steve and i had the most wonderful day.

txorey

halfdecentheart @ 2004-12-27T14:58:00

2004-12-27T19:59:36Z

April Aubade
sylvia plath

Worship this world of watercolor mood
in glass pagodas hung with veils of green
where diamonds jangle hymns within the blood
and sap ascends the steeple of the vein.

A saintly sparrow jargons madrigals
to waken dreamers in the milky dawn,
while tulips bow like a college of cardinals
before that papal paragon, the sun.

Christened in a spindrift of snowdrop stars,
where on pink-fluted feet the pigeons pass
and jonquils sprout like solomon's metaphors,
my love and I go garlanded with grass.

Again we are deluded and infer
that somehow we are younger than we were.

shes the bes(T)

eep!

2004-12-27T05:47:12Z

today at work i got my ear peirced and pireced erica's ears! it wasnt scary at all, kacie would absolutly love using the gun and poking holes that close to a human skull. btw where have you been best friend, this distance is unheard of!

what is going on new years!
txorey

halfdecentheart @ 2004-12-25T01:01:00

2004-12-25T06:09:11Z

i have not posted in a majorly long time. i used to always bitch in here but now i really have nothing to bitch about since i don't hate the world as much anymore. woooop christmas. steve got me the best presents. but i got him a nerf gun so i win. it doesn't feel like tomorrow is christmas. well today technically but whatever. yesterday we saw folly and it dies today. it was lovely but they both played really short sets. which was stupid. cause btt played forever and yeah. fuck my brother just went in the bathroom to take a shower and i was so planning on brushing my teeth right now. dammit.

-kaaaaacie

happy birthday jesus! ps i dont believe in god

2004-12-25T03:19:05Z

i feel like an elf.
merry christmas eve and also regular christmas, i am very happy to see the "holiday season" begining to fade away. it is time to regain some normality. not that i dislike the festivities but ive just had enough, working in retail has really deflated the fun into nothing more then bitchy middle aged women nagging about boxes, gift bags, and wrapping. oh joy. jesus loves me and thats what matters haha, not 16 pairs of earrings and the total price`of care bear merchandise. tomorrow shall be the final day of this crazy mess, and i couldnt be happier.
but the christmas lights, cake, presents, mistletoe<3, and cold weather are enjoyable, and my love too, he's the best. mrs. k (jakes momma) baked me some lovely treats today so i really cant complain, like always the good out weighs the bad and everything is perfect.

yeahhh santa! whoop!
txxxx

bologna and bread

2004-12-20T14:16:06Z

blahhhh so cold. im enjoying it!
KID GO HOME JAN 7TH AT BIRCK HS, some of the best kid go home shows have taken place there so i suggest everyone goes. SKA SHOW TONIGHT! wrhu.com, i havent been home for a monday in quite some time so i`m looking foward to it.

wow i love feeding ducks
txorey

halfdecentheart @ 2004-12-18T15:46:00

2004-12-18T21:28:58Z

i found this randomly on the internet, it made me miss last year, and dave because he`s my sanity, i need him here. then i realized this was the night my grandma died so i missed her alot. there are 13 pages of pictures on his one website, but i can seem to figure out whos camera it was. i wish i knew, the regulars were really amazing.

"It is slipping away while i write this and while you read it, and the monosyllable of the clock is Loss, Loss, Loss, unless you devote your heart to it`s opposition." Tenn Williams

i know steve reads this now, so i`ll say i think you are amazing.

<3 txoreyy